Sunday, February 05, 2006

moody sunday

i was suppose to go visit bb's parents to bai nian.

wasnt myself today. could seat in front of my com and daydream for hours.
usually i dont even have patience to seat there for even half an hour.
i feel extremely rude. something strucked me. the scene of bb going off keep running
thru my head. there is like nothing i can do. blame her? blame her parents? none.
painful and unbearable. no one to turn to either.

why its it this way?

somethings cannot be controlled.

whatever it is i am SORRY.

gone.

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